I can’t ignore that. It’s who I am. It’s my foundation. I am a Christian. Sometimes I forget that. And sometimes I hide it. But I can’t hide my very soul. Of all things, this is what I thirst for the most. Jesus Christ in my heart. In my soul. In my mind. To know Him. My relationship with Him is the most important one in my life. I know this, but I try to deny it. Because it conflicts with the other things that I want. I’ve been leaving out the Christian in me on purpose…everyday. What does that make me? Ashamed?